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[14 Apr 2004|12:49am] |
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I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
Roommates went to a chinese restaurant without me. I suck.
I went and got Wendy's and watched Kill Bill again.
went to the Tavern with Mo
Friday is officially the greatest day of my life, over my wedding day.
saw Nick... why do i still think about him?
wanted to kill Josh's ex girlfriend... bitch is going down!
we decided that girls fit into the following catagories:
ugly, okay, decent, good looking, fine, really hot, daaaaamn
i am in the 'good looking' section.
only because i'm not selfish enough to put myself higher or stupid enough to go any lower... i think its a good fit.
anyway. pictures make posts better...
STRESSED
makeup is fun... ( Read more... )
<3
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(6 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| you didn't think it would be that easy did you? |
[13 Apr 2004|06:29pm] |
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Kill Bill Volume 1 is easily the coolest movie of my lifetime. I know a lot of movies can be argued against it but it holds so many different things in it that just make it an all-around terrific movie.
I watched the Making Of Kill Bill on the DVD today and hearing what Quintin had to say about it only made the movie that much cooler. He's such a fucking genius. Honestly, if I was a cancer patient and had a 'make a wish' I would want to meet him. He's that damn cool.
I dislike when people can't appreciate good art. Art in this sense being Kill Bill. I watched it today with Chelsea and I don't think she got it. She just commented on the blood. And Tara also only said "this movie is way too bloody." Well you know, thats the point. The fucking movie had to have a black and white scene because of the blood. Jesus. It's not like it wasn't done with style anyway. It just irritates me when I try to share something I'm interested in with my friends and they walk all over it because it isn't mainsteam "good movie." Fuck that.
Kill Bill is awesome. And Friday will be even more awesome because I can finally see how this bitch ends.
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(3 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| "come down down" they'll say |
[13 Apr 2004|01:41pm] |
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if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
Rain really makes me want to cry. Seriously. Like why is there a flood outside? I nearly died walking to class today because of the massive amount of water all over the place. Good thing I'm a registered lifeguard.
I bought Kill Bill today. As well as the Modest Mouse cd. I must say, I have the most random Target purchases of all time.
I have class again at 2:15. I want to go watch Kill Bill but I know it will be there for when I get back, however, class is boring.
I think we're going out for sushi tonight. I really want to. I like sushi. It makes me happy to use chopsticks. I wonder if the people in China are as excited as I am about using chopsticks and seeing Kill Bill Volume 2 on friday.
4 days until I see Kurt. wow. I have no idea what to even do with that. I'm actually quite nervous about it. I want to look GREAT and totally surprise him and hug time forever and give him 1000 kisses. I miss him so much. I think I took previous relationships for granted because the person was always there... but he's not here. And I really want him to be.
Back in time... ( Read more... )
Friday. John Kerry and Bon Jovi at Pitt. my freaking god Friday is going to ROCK. Bon Jovi and Kill Bill 2 all in one day? I may go into system overload.
<3
If you're gonna rip my heart out
could you use a knife that's dull and rust in color
Once I die there will be no way that you can cover that scar
And if I get a little blood on you
finally the world will know you're guilty
of taking everything you've gotten from me
~ Yellowcard 'Avondale'
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(1 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| i want you to want me |
[13 Apr 2004|12:55am] |
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- it rained all day
+ i bought a really hot shirt in Hollister
+ i listened to Death Cab the whole way to the mall
+ i watched Something's Gotta Give
- i missed The Inferno
- Texas Chainsaw Masacre scared me
+ had 2 beers at the Tavern
+ saw J.R. and his rock hard abs
- i'm really tired and have lots of reading to do
What we learned today...
rain is bad
walking in rain is even worse
patti hicks will not let me shave my head
some 10 year old killed a mailman
J.R. has a ripped stomach
5 days until I see Kurt
question. if i owned a blue hoodie and my friend owned the same hoodie but in red. would this statement be true: we own the same hoodies.
i'm going to kill Eric because he's still on my grill about our matching hoodies.
true statement. i went to the Tavern 2 days in a row. i'm a drunk.
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(1 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| amen |
[12 Apr 2004|01:14am] |
dude this shirt is wicked sweet
when i go to urban outfitters this weekend i shall buy it.
good-night.
p.s. i suck
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(1 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| heyyy i need you back |
[11 Apr 2004|06:33pm] |
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on my way -- ben kweller |
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Back in pittsburgh and its really nice.
apartment by myself until tomorrow afternoon... also nice.
the Jetta is wonderful. i may marry it one day.
i bought shoes. they're great.
( Read more... )
thats all for now.
t-minus 6 days until i see Kurt. hizzah.
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(thats gangsta)
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| beep beep who's got the keys to the JETTA |
[09 Apr 2004|08:26pm] |
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yeah so the car is awesome.
home is not awesome.
i want to go somewhere but
a) no one to hang out with
b) nowhere to go
c) did i mention i don't have any friends?
yeah. i want family to get here so i can do the whole 'yay its easter' crap and get back to pittsburgh.
i miss kurt
i want to call him but my darn cell doesn't get reception here.
my mom is annoying because all she talks about anymore is how she wants me to be like Jessica Simpson. die mom die.
argh. tomorrow i'm going to just leave and say i'm going somewhere with someone and not return until missy and chad and jake get here.
ebensburg is seriously the worst place on earth. someone PLEASE save me.
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(3 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| oh hell no! |
[09 Apr 2004|04:07am] |
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Matrix was awesome tonight
wicked crowded, but we still had an awesome time.
thanks to aaron for driving us all down there. major hetero lovin is coming his way!
Eric was there with Joe, but i guess we missed each other. damn me for not having my phone. i wanted to dance with that jerkface.
tomorrow = ebensburg <3
p.s. the new Andre 3000 video is wicked funny. watch it. now.
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(thats gangsta)
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| revised |
[08 Apr 2004|04:23pm] |
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Revised Fall schedule.... turns out I will be taking more than 3. but its a good addition.
Realism & Impressionism
1 - 2:15 T/Th @ Pitt
Drawing 1
9 - 11:30 T/Th
19th Century Art
1 - 1:50 M W F
Carnegie International
3 - 5:30 W
It's still a really easy week of classes. Only one on Fridays and since I skip all the time then I can make it a long weekend.
School sucks, but not that bad I guess.
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(thats gangsta)
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| i can feel you breathing and its keeping me awake |
[08 Apr 2004|01:47pm] |
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still sick
i hate being sick so much because it makes me even lazier than i already am
i took lots of Tylenol pm last night, but i'm still sick
Matrix tonight! I freaking can't wait to hang out with Lauren R and Trev. i haven't seen them in forever! its going to rock so hard. and $1 drinks! woo woo!
you all should go to Matrix and dance with me, i like to dance.
i'm dancing right now to Yellowcard. april 26th me and ryan key will be together again. :)
tomorrow i go home at 3. yes thats right ebensburg, i'll be home to rock your world in my flashy new Jetta. <3
anyway. school. yeah, i hate it almost as much as i hate walking in the rain. oh yeah, its raining too. fuck!
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(1 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| how about i'm outside of your window |
[07 Apr 2004|09:16pm] |
i hate being sick. even more than that, i hate being sick and having like 5 people running around my apartment screaming and blasting rap music. screw you all.
i may take 4 Tylenol Night pills and just not wake up until 10am. Just drown out everything thats going on around me and sleep until they are gone for the day. I fucking hate it here. I can't wait to move out, May 1.
There's an Urban Outfitters in Columbus Ohio. That's where I'm going to see Kurt. I may go to Urban Outfitters during my visit. I suck so bad.
Ever feel like quitting school? I do all the time. I hate it. I want it to be over. I just want an easy job and not have to go to school ever again. I want to move to Boston, work at a venue, and just waste my life away with Kurt doing nothing but shows and loving him for the rest of my life. I hate Pittsburgh. I usually don't mind it here but lately I just want out. Where the Fast Forward button?
Charles thinks I need to seek medical help because he thinks I am depressed. He said that UPMC will treat me for free if I claim that I have mild depression. I don't think I do, I think I need a change of scenery. I need my own apartment, I need Kurt, and I need to be far away from people who annoy me.
So I'll be in Ebensburg Friday - Sunday. Who wants to hang out? I have a Jetta. We can cruise around and eat icecream all night long. who am I kidding, no one cares.
<3
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(3 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| Yellowcard |
[07 Apr 2004|11:11am] |
Yes folks its true...
I am currently holding on my hand extra tickets to the FREE Yellowcard show on April 26th at IUP.
Want them? Let me know.
My loser friends are ditching me, so come be cooler than them and see an awesome show.
<3
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(7 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| i was the one worth leaving |
[07 Apr 2004|10:15am] |
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Listening to the Postal Service at 10am... good.
Listening to The Darkness at 10am... also good.
Listening to Jay Z at 10am... not good.
I hate rap music. I went to "hip hop" night at this bar last night and sat in a chair the whole time while my roommates danced. Then and there I realized why I never go to hip hop nights. They're for sketchy white boys that want to be ghetto or white trash girls. Sorry if you like hip hop nights, but they're lame. 80s night. Now there's my cup o' tea.
Emelie Embrey is in Pittsburgh. That means two awesome people are in Pittsburgh at the same time that aren't normally here... Em and Charles. Yay for them. And Yay for me because I get to see them. Life can be good sometimes.
Last night Tara and I took bets on who would be the first to get married out of...
Me
Tara
Chelsea
Sado
Lauren
Kate
Rhianna
My personal vote is for either Chelsea or Lauren. Tara said that I will be getting married soon. If that is true, I better go look for a dress. and a man. even though i sort of already have one.
One year from now I'll be living with Kurt in Boston. Is that a huge step? I never lived with a boy before. He said that once I move there all his time will be consumed of taking car of me and spending time with me. I know thats a lie, but its still really nice. I told him I wanted to stalk CT from Real World Paris. And he said I wouldn't have time since he'd be around me all the time. I miss Kurt. 10 days.
Pointless post? I agree.
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(4 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| more like TOOLBOX |
[07 Apr 2004|03:42am] |
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what a crazy past few days....
Last night i went to Hemingways for Julie's 21st birthday. it was awesome! and we all got wicked drunk. like... i have no idea how we made it home kinda drunk. i woke up on Kir's couch and walked back to my place without shoes on. man i suck
JACKSON HUNG OUT WITH US! lordy i love hanging out with him. seriously he's so much fun. and i missed him so much. :) jackson time is fun time.
charles and i hung out a little bit. we watched Rocky which only resulted in a wrestling match. i won. TKO. remember Mike Tyson punch out on Nintendo? yeah i loved that game. that and ExciteBike.
tonight i went to the Tavern and had a terrible time because i'm sick. sick from the flu and sick from last night. note to self, no more jack daniels. me and jack just don't see eye to eye.
Ska Is Dead Tour. word. Next wednesday me and Catch-22. skank skank skank.
Kurt: Yeah the Slackers are good. They aren't like... huphuphuphuphup. they're more like... hup hup hup. you know, none of that... pick it up pick it up shit.
god i love that kid. he cracks me up when he makes fun of ska. <3
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(2 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| shopping is my downfall |
[05 Apr 2004|09:57pm] |
i bought this today:
charles is visiting the Burgh this week. and what a fun week it will be. i freaking love him so much and he needs to move back here because life isn't complete without charles. i like to call him charles because he said thats what his mom calls him.
my mom calls me erika.
my dad calls me peanut.
charles and i are watching Average Joe. you should be too.
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(7 cry for help | thats gangsta)
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| rock away, rock away, rock away... and cut |
[05 Apr 2004|07:12pm] |
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question
1. wait until the 18th to see Kurt in Ohio (which is about 2 hours less driving)
2. surprise him by showing up on the 17th in NY
what to do what to do what to do
i want to go to Skate & Surf in NJ to see Piebald, Yellowcard, and Less Than Jake. But its NJ, I don't have anyone to go with, and it runs over the days that i'd go to see Kurt. grrrrrrrr
anyway. i have things to do.
Happy 21st Julie! :)
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